Heptonstall
I shall never put you together entirely.
Through the high grass you watch
The back of graves comb the day
To silk - hydrangeas turn like weather
And something in your heart grinds
down. Over the dark row of granite,
Martins cut the clouds to
Shreds. Cumulus, broken yet in
Movement, not quite alive but
Muscular, like
Steinberg’s Franken-JPEG; they
Only ask to be seen,
Risen over the back of the wood
With the last gold of spring
As it tosses back to summer - another
Bad screenshot, another flutter of
Photographs - life so quick it can’t be held
Beyond the occasional pitter-pat
Like the laugh of
Heather. You move in foxglove, alkanet,
False mint and the new moon
Gleam of late lamium. This is life, the life
You intended. Peonies damp in the depths
Of a heart; Azaleas pale and true
As stars; Japonica happy
And at peace
Even
In the bull black whir
Of your laptop
Hard-drive; they are paper-thin, pink
And valuable as breath.
To Heather Clark and Peter K. Steinberg